What do I really want now?

First and foremost, I want to be stable. I want to prove to my parents that I can enjoy life and have savings - even when I'm working at home.

Second, I need to take lessons. I need to exert more effort to work on my voice and playing the keyboard. If I can squeeze movement lessons in too, I might as well.

Third, I need to master the art of Time Management. I have yet to perfect that course.

Fourth, I need to control my emotions. I need to stop clinging on to the past and just move forward. I need to enjoy the moment, the minute it happens, then move on.

Fifth, I need to be more focused. I don't want to be scatterbrained anymore. I need to do THE POWER OF NOW - because this is a way for me to succeed on my chosen endeavor.

Sixth, I need to completely believe that where I am now and the people with me now are the ones I should do and be with. That it's alright. I need not look back too much, neither should I be afraid of the future too much. Everything will be alright - so stop panicking.

Please let me do all this.

Another week begins.